I wanted to write this post for a long time. I already mentioned some issues in my open letter to the athletic club I belong(ed).
The story goes like this: some ten years ago I was invited to join certain athletic club. I did. I expected training advices and logistics. Didn’t get neither of that.
1) As years went by, I noticed that some members were relieved from paying dues without clear criteria. That is one thing I do not like. If someone wants to be relieved he or she should come in front of the assembly, show adequate document from social services and ask to be relieved.
2) The Club statute and financial reports must be published on club’s website so that management is transparent. Detailed financial reports must be available on demand.
3) During 20 years of running I learned a lot and I gathered precious experience about training overall. I visited many international races such as Berlin marathon, Amsterdam half-marathon, Jerusalem marathon, Lausanne 10km, etc. I was never invited to share my knowledge or to participate in club planning. I find that demeaning. At the same time I was called to open bag of chips and tested will I comply with the command. I waited to see is anyone really interested in eating that garbage after the race. No one showed interest but they asked me am I going to take that chips home with me? More humiliation. I opened the bag and offered chips to people present. So, I study and practice running for 20 years to open a bag of chips?
4) No one in the club taught me how to diagnose my feet anatomy in order to buy adequate running shoes and prevent injuries. Years went by and so did my health. Troubles originating in my feet translated onto knees and lower back. I started research and corrected the problem with special insoles and even special running shoes for pronation. Athletic coaches and runners in Croatia do not care about science. They just force running until desired result is achieved or person collapses. If person collapses then it is mocked and cast away. It is common issue in Croatia: the approach is raw and suitable only for those who are genetically predisposed to sustain hard effort. Others are discarded and mocked. If you are small and weak – you are mocked. If in the runners community you do anything but running, for example sport managing and marketing like I do, you are mocked. I couldn’t learn anything in the school either. Not in the elementary not afterwards in the middle. Teachers were silent either because they didn’t know anything or because they were lazy to teach us. Even decorated teachers were silent or lazy to teach us which cast shadow on entire profession who decorated them. Everything I know about sport, running, training and martial arts: I learned all by myself. Nothing in the school gym class or from athletic society. That is such a paradox! I know that we have great faculty of kinesiology and many experts, but where are they? Not in the public schools and not in the amateur athletic clubs for sure.
5) Once I was running a race which was organised by Faculty of Medicine in Zagreb. After the race there was a short reception in the hall. I met secretary of athletic club to which I belong(ed) and, suddenly, dean of F. of M. appeared beside us. I know rules of decent behaviour. In that particular situation I had no right to introduce myself to the dean. Secretary was older than me and had certain college degree. The proper thing to do was for secretary to introduce himself to the dean and then to introduce myself to the dean. Both of them were waiting for my action. After a while I turned and walked away. They interpreted it as my weakness or lack of culture. How stupid is to think that! Two highly educated people, of which one is dean, do not know rules of etiquette and consider me, the only one who is acting accordingly, to be rude.
6) When President of athletic club met me in the court, where I worked, President of the court joined us briefly since they knew each other from before. Instead of saying something in my favour, he said something silly and made my eyes turn around due to the discomfort. He said look at the image of the horse on his t-shirt and asked is it appropriate to have a t-shirt with image of the horse in the court of law.
7) I usually note my personal amateur sport achievements on social media to praise a bit. I am not saying look I am an Olympic winner, but rather look I accomplished something nice which is modest but it shows my efforts, life interest and I am proud of it. I have 3 hours and 13 minutes personal best time in marathon. The president of athletic club, in half serious manner, in joking like fashion, said to me why do I brag about my result when he has much better personal best being 2 hours and 48 minutes. What do you care about my result and my social media posts? I have the right to say and write what I want! Every runner is an individual. I know how much time, effort and money I have invested in my results. Under the club flag which gave me nothing in return. That stingy club didn’t help me with 1 Euro to buy new running shoes. They did nothing for me! They havent’t taught me anything useful. They didn’t help me with single bit. I spent my own time, my own energy and my own money just to get disrespect from them. However, at club’s annual gathering I did saw 4 pieces of pizza folded and swallowed at once.
8) Last weekend I met President of the athletic club during my regular run. We started talking and when I asked him why is he underrating my running results he answered that I am too sensitive about it. I am too sensitive? But it was you who inappropriately started the subject giving utterly no credit to my personal efforts. It was you who reacted at my post. My 03:13 marathon result is bad? 99% of the people does not even run marathon. I estimate that 50% of those who do run have worse result than me. The most important thing is that no one invested any money into my result except me personally, so no one has moral right to speak about my sport results either.
Well, to be honest, my personal marathon best 3 hours and 13 minutes is a result I would like to improve. 3 hours and 10 minutes sounds good. 2 hours and 59 minutes sounds even better. 2 hours and 45 minutes smells delicious.
Regarding all the annoying people this world is full off:
GET OUT OF MY WAY!
I run by myself and for myself from now on.
I CARRY MY OWN FLAG FROM NOW ON!
GET OUT OF MY WAY BECAUSE PROGRESS WILL RUN YOU DOWN! FUTURE BELONGS TO THE BRAVE AND I HAVE PLEDGED ALLEGIANCE WITH HEAVENS ABOVE!!
